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I guess I will start with the passions. What happened to me yesterday morning. I woke up and all I wanted was my Sephiroth. I think I mentioned in my previous entry that the intense feelings don't happen quite as much anymore ... although they do still happen. Yesterday morning was one of these times. I woke up and all I wanted was him. I guess it was about 1/2 hour into my fantasising about him, and it happened. First I had this feeling inside my chest. Then it consumed me. All the way through my body. All over I felt an intense heat ... I guess heat is the nearest word that I can explain it as ... it was really more than that though ... but words cannot always express these things. But I just felt so close to him. Really close. It was like he was there with me, holding me. Of course I know that he was not ... but it felt that way. I didn't want the feeling to end. But it lasted at least 10 minutes, I think ... I couldn't really keep track of time, as it was also like the world around me stood still while it was happening. The emotion made it feel like it was just me and Sephiroth ... together. Like there was nothing else. Maybe that is what it would feel like if I could really be in the darkness with him. Being engulfed by that feeling, feeling like there is only the two of us to share our love together. *sigh* How I wish it could happen. How I long to be with my eternal love .. my Sephiroth.
On a happier note, the convention was overall fun. I got to attend a couple of Yaoi panels which were really fun. They are also thinking of having a yaoi convention where I live and asked for people to register interest in helping organizing it. I put my name down, as maybe it will be a way where I can meet some new people and possibly break through the barriers that I mentioned in my last rant. I also watched a yaoi anime which had some hot guys in it and some even hotter sex scenes!!! XD And I finally got the Sephy FF trading arts figure that I have been trying to get for ages. Yayness!!!
Uh doesn't she mean Gayness? LOL
"a yaoi anime which had some hot guys in it and some even hotter sex scenes!!!"
In the past it wasn't associated as much with sexual intercourse as it is now. People now assume it means that there will be intercourse. In the past it was just an expression of love for the same sex with some intimacy. (Note: Intimacy does not mean sex has to be involved.) But now people associated it more with sex so most things labeled Yaoi or Yuri are assumed to have that content, except by the purists.
Originally posted by Feba
But I mean I do not mind a good looking man so long as I do not have to view his penis.
Originally posted by Taskmage
God I hate my periods. You think passing a clot through a vagina is bad? Try it with a penis.
Originally posted by DakAttack
...I'm shitting dicks out of my eyeballs in excitement for the next bestgreating game of all time ever.
Originally posted by TheGrandMom In the past it wasn't associated as much with sexual intercourse as it is now. People now assume it means that there will be intercourse. In the past it was just an expression of love for the same sex with some intimacy. (Note: Intimacy does not mean sex has to be involved.) But now people associated it more with sex so most things labeled Yaoi or Yuri are assumed to have that content, except by the purists.
Yes, correct. Heh, got the two mixed up too. Thanks for the correction balfree >.>
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